I am speechless...T.T

Speechless..

meaning of after being tease,the moment of tearing but don't know what should voice out and just keep quiet then..What a funky reaction..

You..

What you desired for,I've done for you

What I've done..

I'll face myself to cross out of what I've become

I'll never hoping for any returns from you

But what you gave me just a Fcuking stuff..

Speechless..?Yes,I am..

What you desired for

I always trying my best for fulfill your Hierachy needs

Am I stupid? Or may be I am blind?

Keep helping the person who always 'begging'..

Speechless..? Yes,I am..

What you desired for

I had gave you everything that you want by my purchasing power

Well,I did treated you as my best friend

Therefore,what ever you need I always trying my best

Always lending you by my smiles,my jokes

There's just a purpose..

accomplish together with you while you're down

But what you think about me?

Speechless..? Yes,I am..

Am I wrong again?

NO,I KNEW I AM NOT..

You've refuse of apologise there's just fine

I don't wanna argue with you against

just something like against to the wall with my fore

At least I was already voice out of what I supposed said to you

You're ever appreciated,even a little sense of self-realize also none

You're already aging in 22nd

Don't ever try to be so childish thus heartless again

Speechless..? Yes I am..

Heart is breaking..

Just like glasses had spreading all over the carpet

I believe in Faith

And I swear..

One day later you surely will realize all of these..

Believe me..

You'll be regret of what you've done..

Friendship..are remain forever..

I thought there's always long lasting

even just only contact for once in a blue moon

But..

Once you had broken all of these

Friendship would not remain anymore..

Is this the ending you wanted?

Fine..I am just fine with that..

Again, I am Speechless..T.T